I walk my way

[P]rofile
Muhammad Sallehan Zainuddin
29 Nov 1986
NSF Section Commander
Singapore Civil Defence Force
23rd Emergency Response Specialist
Bukit Batok Fire Station
Perkumpulan Selayang Pandang
Singapore
Muslim
Male
Single & Available

His LiFe

1.7m Tall . 50kg . Thin . Silat . Soccer . Fighting . Robust .
Aggressive . Writing . Loves his family and friends .
Gungho . Serious . Neutral . Crappy . Smile . Rock music.

PriNcipLes iN LiFe

To laugh is to RISK appearing a fool,
To weep is to RISK appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to RISK involvement,
To expose feelings is to RISK exposing your true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to RISK their loss.
To love is to RISK not being loved in return,
To live is to RISK dying,
To hope is to RISK despair,
To try is to RISK failure.
But RISKS must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who RISKS nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cannot learn, feel change, grow or live. Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom. Only a person who risks is free. The pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; and the realist adjusts the sails.

So, the moral of the story here is "Don't ever RISK nothing"

Saturday, December 25, 2004
2:42 PM

:: SpEciaLLy DeDicaTeD To SoMe PeEpZ ::

Before I start this special entry, let me wish u all Merry Christmas.. Hope u peepz enjoy ur holidays...

So kick off this game hehe.. anw 2004 is about to end..SO i wanna take opportunity to write this special entry..

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO SOME PEEPS WHO HAVE BEEN RELEVATION TO ME IN YEAR 2004..
[This list is already short-listed.. Since the last digit of year 2005 is 5.. well here are my final 5 ppl ...well they are NOT ranked either.. ]

1) THE "LIBRAN TWINS".. RIYAN n NADHIRAH
Libran twins? Well they are born somewhere close in the oct 1985.. well let me start wif riyan..then nadhirah..

NAZRIYAN..known popularly as Riyan.. knew this pretty gal better especially after Nostalgia 04' audition last jan.. from then on, we knew each other closer .. such a great wonderful fren to be wif.. Not to forget, she was the one hu helped me joinin the MCC in NP in the first place. If not for that help, i guess i may not get to knoe more frenz in MCC n maximise my acting talents.. Riyan is a SLUT coz she's Sexy..Lurvable..Unique..Talented.. I've no doubt abt her qualities.. SEXY? Yes she is..she's hot.. LURVABLE? well..I find Riyan is such an awesome super frenly gal.. dats speaks y i really enjoy being good frens wif her.. very approachable and not shy to share her past experiences wif me..esp those of her experience in MCC.. a great fren whom evrybody wants to be wif.. nice n comfortable to talk to..UNIQUE? Riyan has the unique name.. She has the unique beauty where she still look pretty even if she doesn wear make up.. She has the unique laugh that can send her rolling down the ground at times..how horrendous it was..yeah damn crazy..hahaha..She has the unique smile..so sweet that can brighten anybody's day.. and lastly TALENTED.. she's so hyperactive dat she can't stop shakin her body or jumpin.. very talented in dancing..well a good dancing partner for any guy..haha.. well I wouldn forget that I used to have crush on her before..hehe..

NADHIRAH.. nvr did i realise dat Nadhirah is my neighbour..not in the same block but across the road..haha.. well good to hear since at least for now i hav sumbody to go home wif.. known her thru Riyan.. after the audition too.. i dun really tok to her at that time, well she look soft spoken type.. but it was in april dat i got to knoe her closer esp. wen we joined silat at the same time.. she has the potential to be great fighter.. so dun ever mess ard wif her... anw she's a quiet gal but once u started toking to her, she can be very friendly.. we shared our own problems here n there ..well great buddy to be wif.. anw till now, i have been her part-time bodyguard as i always accompany her home after sch or silat training since we stay so close.. Nad possess the lady-like qualities.. she's kind-hearted..lembut and sopan santun.. as good fren, she is not shy to share problems wif me.. even though i may be one year younger than her n Riyan, somehow i feel like a big brother to them..hehe.. well somehow they look cute wen i see them 2gether.. even i remember the time where i got confused looking at them.. Well this sem will be their final semester.. Anw gonna sorely miss the presence of u two.. gonna miss ur conversations.. laughters.. hope that our frenship will last forever.. Remember bile da graduate, jangan lupe pulak member pat sini...

2) SADDIQ...GREAT TAG TEAM PARTNER..
Pesilat hormat..hehehe.. my best fren.. well share some things in common..We are chemical engineers-to-be.. We used to be in the three ccas, MSS, MCC and Silat..in the past.. Saddiq has been great help.. well he helped me lots of things.. first.. he helped me to join NP silat during April now, i'm gettin better.. Another big help from him was that thru him, I managed to secure part-time job as crew at pizza hut bukit timah plaza.. Hmmm, well if not becoz of that, till now i still hav to rely on my parents for my pocket money.. well luckily becoz of him, i managed to have my own source of income..hehe.. Always share problems wif him.. Always have confidence in me n this guy is no-nonsense, determined guy hu is ambitious type whom i tink, he can achieve sumthin in the future.. all the best ya..

3) MIDZI n HAIRUL... MY "ELDER BROTHERS"
I regard them as my own elder brother.. well they used to be my sista's schmates during their sec sch days.. Besides Saddiq, I used to share my problems wif them n they have been such an inspiration thru their advices.. furthermore in my opinion.. they, together wif their other commonwealth frenz, have been treating me specially in MSS apart from the rest of MSS guys.. probly becoz of my connection to my sis.. Anw they always show care n concern for me.. they are so approachable.. well its been fun playin soccer together wif u guys... MIDZI is such a vocal individual hu will help to spur on the spirit n determination of anybody..well he has been such great motivator esp on the pitch... i remember partnered him at the centre of defence wen playin for MSS soccer team at few times..n i'm comfortable playin alongside him... HAIRUL..look quiet guy but once u started toking to this guy, he's such an outgoin guy hu will brighten our day wif his nonsense jokes.. haha.. It has been great knowing u guys...

[well if i were to write evrything abt them, certainly the story would never end at all.. juz for onli one blog.. so me juz want to sum up here..]

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